But I can’t help feeling sexually attracted to him. I know he’s a bully and a thug, but something about him makes me go all weak inside.
A few months ago he stormed up to my front door and screamed at me for parking my car too close to his.
I invited him in to talk about it and within three seconds we were snogging and ripping each other’s clothes off.
The electricity was phenomenal and the resulting s*x was off the scale. Horny Now he pops over whenever his wife is having one of her therapy sessions and my partner is out at work. We can’t keep our hands off each other.
He’s not attractive, charming or kind. He never pays me compliments or cares about my orgasms.
I’m well aware that he uses me for sex just as much as I use him. But I live for our grubby, loveless action.
I get hot and horny just imagining how he’ll throw me on the bed and get stuck in. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I hate myself for being so base and weak, yet these illicit trysts are the stuff of my deepest fantasies.
Recently, the old lady who lives next door had a go at me in the local pound shop. She is a bit confused, but muttered: “I know all about your dirty secret.”
So now I’m paranoid and feel scared and guilty too – but not guilty enough to show my lover the door. What’s wrong with me? Why do I make life so difficult for myself?
I’m terrified that I’m going to be named and shamed. The weird thing is that this bloke is the complete opposite of my partner, who is gentle, reasonable and kind. RECEIVE NEWS UPDATE ON: WHATSAPP +234 701 056 0394, AND TWITTER: @247NGNEWSUPDATE, EMAIL: INFO@247NIGERIANEWSUPDATE.CO FOR INSTANT UPDATES ON INSTAGRAM CLICK HERE Share your story with us: firstname.lastname@example.org PLACE YOUR TEXT ADVERT BELOW:>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>